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Newark, New Jersey, United States
Hi! I'm Belle(: I grew up in southern Georgia, But now I live in New jersey. When i was growing up i had a rough child hood. On my Blog i will tell you of several stories that impacted my life.. Forever... I love my family and i couldn't have better children! My 11 Year old son Jeydon, and my 2 year old Daughter Olivia , and I would Never forget my amazing husband James! My loves Forever (:

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

0-5 Years

       When I was barley a baby in the whom, my mother began her series of a heroin addiction. My mother chose to never visit the doctor, and debated aborting me. Once i began to show, she didn't want me at all.. She threw herself into walls (belly first), Doing whatever it took... But once my mother had no other choice but to move in with my grandmother around 5 months pregnant .. she couldn't attempt anymore. Luckily my grandmother took care of me even though she couldn't see me... Once i was born , Healthy as can be, My mother disappeared, and i was left with my grandmother in a quiet neighborhood in Midwestern Georgia. I grew up nicely until my mother came back into my life around the age of 2. My mother was a 23 year old bartender at a bar called Nikki's... a few months after my mother came back into my life.. My grandfather died.. And with my grandmothers depression, i was forced to move back with my mother..All was ok.. My mother would lock me in the bathroom  whenever she had company over... This went on for 3 years. With no contact from my grandmother, i was Alone , not being fed for hours and hours throughout every day..

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